This song just about sums up our situation. We really were so close! The love was there! I know everything wasn't perfect, but what it could have been was far more than what either of us could have imagined. Maybe we both let fear keep us from gong forward.
When we were together, I was happier than I was ever in my entire life. You made me a better person. You made me a better man. Honey, all I wanted to do was love you. These days, it still hurts so much. I try and act like I am fine, but inside my heart is bleeding. Tears run down my cheek when I hear a song, or when I drive past somewhere we have been together. There is so much I need to say to you. Please don't let us end this way. We are so much more together than we are apart. Sarang hae One of the best things about us was the time we spent together with Jessie. She is so precious. I cherished every moment we've spent together. Thank you for allowing her to be part of my life. I love you both so much. The most recent conversation we had, sitting in your living room, you were so glad I was there. I can say, I really felt that from you. It was almost like in the beginning.
I'm not sure what happened that so quickly made you pull away again. I can only say, if I did or said something, I apologize. I did recognize that from early on, every time we would get close, it would feel that you would pull away. Why is this? I really want to know. I think there is much more to it than just me. I wish you would take the wall down and let me into your world. Just sitting here and eating dinner made me think about some of the wonderful meals you made.
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