I haven't posted recently, not because I wasn't thinking about you, but I was hoping to stay busy enough that I wouldn't. It did not work.
I stay busy from 3:30 am to 9 pm so I don't have time think to much. it's those times when I have quite that the pain sets in and I realize I'm still missing you.
Here it is 6:30 am and I'm finishing up my workout. It's all I know to help soothe the pain and quite my mind.
I'm still missing you.
Some days are harder than others. Today was one of those days. I repeat the same thing over and over everyday with nothing to look forward to when the day ends.
Where are you?
I need you.
Please come back.