I stay busy from 3:30 am to 9 pm so I don't have time think to much. it's those times when I have quite that the pain sets in and I realize I'm still missing you.
Here it is 6:30 am and I'm finishing up my workout. It's all I know to help soothe the pain and quite my mind.
I'm still missing you.
Some days are harder than others. Today was one of those days. I repeat the same thing over and over everyday with nothing to look forward to when the day ends.
Where are you?
I need you.
Please come back.
Another snowy day. We've spent our share of time digging out of mounds of snow. I don't know of anything that doesn't make me think of you. I just wish I was sitting next to you now, sipping a hot coffee and looking into your beautiful brown eyes.
I thought about you again today, as I usually do, when I was working on a new strategy to increase revenue streams. I always liked working together. We really could have created something great. You and I were very similar when it came to that.
I know how much you loved my brain, as you would always say. I just wish you realize that all of me was worth loving. Doing things together is one way to strengthen a relationship.
You were the missing piece in my life. Now there's just a big hole where you once occupied. I miss us.
Just laying here thinking about you. Most of the time you always made me smile. Even at work you could be spontaneous and make me laugh.
One thing we always said, we could be real with one another. We knew the real person and didn't have to pretend or be concerned what the other might think.
To me, even on your "bad hair" days, and you had many, you looked beautiful. :-)
I'm sitting here this morning and eating breakfast at a place we liked to frequent. It's never the same without you here. I always enjoyed looking across the table and seeing your beautiful smile.
You are like a rare gem and I don't ever see me being able to find another. I want you here with me again. I'll keep on waiting....as long as it may take.