I thought about you again today, as I usually do, when I was working on a new strategy to increase revenue streams. I always liked working together. We really could have created something great. You and I were very similar when it came to that.
I know how much you loved my brain, as you would always say. I just wish you realize that all of me was worth loving. Doing things together is one way to strengthen a relationship. You were the missing piece in my life. Now there's just a big hole where you once occupied. I miss us. Sarang hae Just laying here thinking about you. Most of the time you always made me smile. Even at work you could be spontaneous and make me laugh. One thing we always said, we could be real with one another. We knew the real person and didn't have to pretend or be concerned what the other might think. To me, even on your "bad hair" days, and you had many, you looked beautiful. :-) Sarang hae I'm sitting here this morning and eating breakfast at a place we liked to frequent. It's never the same without you here. I always enjoyed looking across the table and seeing your beautiful smile.
You are like a rare gem and I don't ever see me being able to find another. I want you here with me again. I'll keep on waiting....as long as it may take. Sarang hae This song just about sums up our situation. We really were so close! The love was there! I know everything wasn't perfect, but what it could have been was far more than what either of us could have imagined. Maybe we both let fear keep us from gong forward.
When we were together, I was happier than I was ever in my entire life. You made me a better person. You made me a better man. Honey, all I wanted to do was love you. These days, it still hurts so much. I try and act like I am fine, but inside my heart is bleeding. Tears run down my cheek when I hear a song, or when I drive past somewhere we have been together. There is so much I need to say to you. Please don't let us end this way. We are so much more together than we are apart. Sarang hae |
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