One of the best things about us was the time we spent together with Jessie.
She is so precious. I cherished every moment we've spent together.
Thank you for allowing her to be part of my life. I love you both so much.
The most recent conversation we had, sitting in your living room, you were so glad I was there. I can say, I really felt that from you. It was almost like in the beginning.
I'm not sure what happened that so quickly made you pull away again. I can only say, if I did or said something, I apologize.
I did recognize that from early on, every time we would get close, it would feel that you would pull away.
Why is this? I really want to know. I think there is much more to it than just me. I wish you would take the wall down and let me into your world.
Just sitting here and eating dinner made me think about some of the wonderful meals you made.
I remember when I met you at the restaurant, where we met very often in the beginning. You brought your laptop for me to help you with a few things. I really enjoyed your company.
One evening, after I was talking to you about setting up a website for the company, you and I were texting each other.
Then you sent me this picture of you after Jessie was playing with the face paint. I thought you looked really cute.
Have you ever met someone that took your breath way?
When I first saw you, my heart skipped a beat.
I never felt that way before.
Do you remember how you felt when we sat there chatting over a drink? I do. I was overwhelmed.
When we were saying goodbye that first night, I wanted to kiss you.
It's been 5 1/2 years since then. I still get butterflies when I think of you. I'll always love you.
That is why I've decided to write this blog. Maybe you will read it and understand how I feel about you. Maybe you will remember how you felt about me. Just maybe.